What about it?
I’m actually dreading school tomorrow. If not for the last match we’re having tomorrow, I probably would just not go to school altogether.
Atomic structure tutorial, Mathematical Induction tutorial, GP essay, Econs BOP tutorial, Proteins tutorial, Unemployment test, Redox test. These are due this week. I am bloody tired. From trainings, studying and competitions.
Our lost today was a huge trauma to many of us because it implies that we’re not going to have a coach for the whole of this year. Or at least, chances are slim. But considering the fact that we’ve only started training this year in March, and yet, managed to get into Top 6 in Nationals… I think you can call this miracle. We were on a lucky streak. It started with the team having a coach for the first time, then good draws for first round, and another excellent draw for second round. But fate makes a fool of us. We had to learn to win, and to lose. The worst feeling I experienced today was when my service for the last crucial point (it was a 10-9) went undernet. And imagine me feeling devastated, stupid, and sorry towards the team and the coach.. I could have killed myself straight away. And the worst thing was that the coach mentioned that 他第一次看我打得那么差. He said the same thing Froggie Coach said to me during East Zone last year.
And the team will quit if the coach can’t remain as our coach.
I will then join Interact Club (IC). Hahahah. But I don’t want to be another Shu Min, who is a major Pon Star of IC. Hahaha. IC got Ding Jie leh! Lol. I think girls in our school are all crazy over him. As can be seen during today’s assembly when he was on the stage doing a presentation on the OCIP 2007. His English is pwnage man. Woah he’s the pride and joy of AHS. I went to dig out my year book but only managed to find year 2004’s. Flipped through the year book and saw so many “Ng Ding Jie”s in it. He’s super recognised for his numerous English awards lah. And he totally looked so different from 4 years ago when he was still a Secondary Two student. Haiyo. I almost couldn’t find his face in his class photo can?! Then when I finally found him, I got a great shock. Hahaha. It’s like two different person! Whoa.
Ooops I am digressing. Now, back to my point.
I have to accept reality isn’t it?
A good point from Mr Au (although I’m always opposing whatever he says): It’s time to focus on my studies.
I’ve failed 3 consecutive Econs test. Need to catch up on tutorials. And most importantly, I need to make sure I practice lots of Math questions. I can only afford to fail a subject for my Semestral Assessment you know? Econs or Math. Two choose one. Hahaha.
P.S. I am looking forward to Friday’s outing with the girls at Siglap Cafe Cartel. Finally it’s a proper outing. Hahaha. Time to catch up with the gurlos!
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